oh lovely lilah, it is pretty remarkable that you are four years old today
though sometimes i think you're 4 going on 15
(and i'm not the only one)
but big girls who are 15 don't want their mums and dads to read them
bedtime stories
and are not want to cry when the big light is put out
and that's when i am reminded that you are still
a wee thing
and you still need me,
and i still need you
so even though you're now 4 going on 5
and next year you'll be 5 going on 6
let's not rush the whole thing too fast
you'll be Big soon enough
Happy Birthday
i love you
mummy